Roller Coaster

Nervous energy
scared to death
slowly moving
higher higher car climbs up
click click as you move
falling fast
people screaming
quick turns
upside down
over, under
heart racing
adrenaline rush
roller coaster

House Cleaning

So today was one of those days that upon waking i realized that i had neglected my house work over the past week and the dust bunnies had mated and multiplied beyond anything i could imagine so i did what needed to be done i cleaned. now for most that might sound like a sentence of punishment but to me there is something very therapeutic about cleaning i love to do it though i do make many jokes about not liking it i do love to clean.i find the art of scrubbing floors and wiping the dust away somehow very stress relieving. kind of like you  are cleaning up your life or wiping away your troubles. i know that isn't possible that a little pledge and a dust rag would make everything in your life clean and tidy but i find great satisfaction in looking at my house and knowing that even though my life is in a complete disaster i have everything around me clean and in order. everything has it's proper place and is right where i want it to be. as for the dust bunnies well i'm sure they are mating as i type so i will soon have a whole new litter to clean up soon.                                                                                                                 

sunburn

Back

Front

So my son and i with my husband spent the day at a water park yesterday. it was his and other students reward for getting good scores on the state mandatory FCAT test. anyways after several hours at the park we came home  with this lovely present. my son is completely sunburned. now mind you i am an over protective mother so this is with him being sprayed with sun screen every hour. so as you can tell not much time to spend writing or coming up with a great post as i am totally up to my elbows in trying to find anything that will give my son some relief from the pain he is in.

Street

pif we were to pass upon a street would you stop so we could meet.

or would you pass me by without a care.

if we passed upon a street would you speak in simple terms

or bow your head without concern.

if we passed upon a street would we be friends before we left

or would we still be strangers yet.

Just Venting

First let me just say I love my family all of them even the ex-wife of my younger brother and his annoying new girlfriend. that being said i totally hate how my mother bless her dear heart  can  not see that my brothers take advantage of her. They totally lie to her and she believes every word that comes out of their mouth plus on top of that my younger brother Matt got himself fired and is now wanting mom to take care of him and his family financially which she can not afford to do but does it anyways. all of this is going on and it makes me so mad and frustrated that she can not see that they are using her and taking advantage of her. all she see are her precious little boys. the worst part is that if i say anything about it  I'm the Bitch that doesn't get it and has never loved her brothers. which is not true i do love them i just don't love how they treat our mother they totally ignore her and bad mouth her but as soon as they want something from her they coming and sweet talk her and she falls for it every time. okay done venting so sorry for those of you who stopped by was not my intention to be a downer.

side note my mom is awesome even when she is blinded by her love for her children.

Twitter

okay so upon waking this morning at 5:30am as is the normal thing for me i of course did what i always do dress, get a cup of coffee and check my emails. then from there i log on to the ever lovely twitter world to see what happen while i was sleeping.it was there that i made to very interesting observations one i have made almost 5000 tweets about what exactly I'm not sure but i can safely say i know that at least 3/4 of them were about Adam Lambert which means i am definitely still working on the whole stalking thing(just kidding).

the other thing i notice is that i follow more people then who follow me that of course made me think two things one i like way more people then people who like me or i just find other peoples life's more interesting then my own. either way i love being on twitter and it is there that i have met some amazing people and have become friends with some people who have shown me what it's like to have friends so all in all i am a big supporter of the whole twitter revolution and i will continue to tweet about nothing as along as it lets me.

Tweet,Tweet :)