Today

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you were there today

I heard your whisper

on the breeze that passed by

I saw you in the eyes

of the child playing in

the waves upon the shore

I felt you in the warmth of the

sun that caressed my skin

yes you were there

if only but a moment

but a moment was better

then nothing at all

Follow Friday Fill in Fun 5-6-11

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This week’s statements:


1. Growing up, I was the only one in my family who____

2. On a typical morning, before I leave the house, I _______

3. No matter how hard I try, I am still afraid of _____________

4. ___________ is the first thing I notice about people.

My Answers:

1. Growing up, I was the only one in my family who reads books for enjoyment everyone else read only if forced I read because I enjoyed it.

2. On a typical morning, before I leave the house, I go over my morning checklist of things that my son needs for school.

3. No matter how hard I try, I am still afraid of  deep water and snakes.

4. Eyes is the first thing I notice about people.

Monster



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it was me

i did it

i didn't want to

but i did

i begged

i pleaded

No one answered

Abandoned

Alone

one word

the fraction of time

it takes for a heart to stop beating

blood drips from my hands

guilt eats at my conscience

sorrow tears at my heart

i did it

it was me

I'm the monster

We Want to Know Wednesday 5-4-11

 

Sponsored by  Impulsive Addict  Shawn   Janette and Mamarazzu

 

 

 

Well it's that time of the week again where I hop over to Impulsive Addict  blog for her weekly WWTK Wednesday Q & A  session. yeah I know just what you wanted to hear more stuff about me well sorry about that you see I found out today that IA has self esteem issues and if I didn't link up she would totally have a meltdown. I figured either that or she come over and kick my butt for being lazy. Either way I'm playing it safe so here we go try my lovelies.

1. If money didn't matter, where would your perfect vacation take place? Briefly describe..


I bet you are thinking I'm going to say Disney as we all know it's my favorite place well it's true it is and it's the perfect vacation but if money wasn't an issue I would totally take a month out of the year to take a three destination vacation first I start in New York for my son, then fly to France for myself and end in Disney just for a few days of fun.


2. What's a bad habit that you have {or had} that is/was hard to break?

I'm a nail biter and can't seem to stop the habit unless I get my nails done. If I have an acrylic overlay I'm OK but as soon as that comes off I'm back to biting and I can totally chew off the acrylic in no time.



3. If you weren't on a diet or counting calories, what would you like to have for dinner tonight?
A steak medium rare with baked potato extra sour cream and corn on the cob dripping in melted butter followed by the largest piece of chocolate cake for dessert. Yum now I'm hungry

4. If you had the chance to interview anyone in the world, dead or alive, who would it be and what's one question that you would ask?
I would totally want to interview Johnny Depp and my question to him would be what is the one movie role you would have loved to do or would love to do now?


5. Describe yourself in 6 words.

I can't come up with 6 words but I can say this about myself I am  Imperfect and Flawed both inside and out.

A Day at the Beach

yes it's true I spent the day at the beach with the little guy as much as I am not a beach person my son is in love with it. He would live there is he could I'm sure so I took him. I did enjoy many of the sights there though and had fun walking the beach even got a little pink over all a really nice day. So here are some pictures.



Little man trying to surf




the view from under the dock



my two brothers heading out into the water



yes folks it's true I exist those are my legs sorry to frighten you




not sure what this was but it looked cool




seaweed I think




shells




Pirate ship but I'm fraid Captain Jack could not be found



Little man playing in ocean


Little man feeding the birds

Meet Me on Monday 5-2-11

 

Questions:

1. What is your favorite kind of muffin? Blueberry

2. What was the first car you ever owned? Truth is I've never owned a car i didn't drive long enough to buy one but my dream car growing up was KITT from knight rider

3. Which TV Show were you sad to see end? The Medical drama ER

4. What is your lucky number? 26 it's the day my son was born

5. Pretzels or Potato Chips? I love them both please don't make me choose

Memo

okay so just a quick little post to send out some information. I was recently introduce to this website called Social Spark see the little button to the right yep that's it anyways mamarazzi over at Dandelion Wishes mention this website as a good way to earn a little extra money.

and well as you know right now I'm desperate for money. I tried other options like

Eating Contest



working the street corner



Even thought about taking up stripping

but in the end to save the world from any undo trauma I choose to join social Sparks which means occasionally I will be writing and posting reviews about products like my recent one for Pier 1 imports. I won't however promote anything I do not like or haven't tried myself and I will only be doing this on occasion as my blog is more of a place for me to write and be myself however extra money is always good . Plus I blog for fun and don't make money off  it so I thought this would serve two purposes I get to write which I love and make a few dollars off the advertisers who hire me. Win Win if you ask me. anyways wanted to give you a little warning so when these reviews pop up you can choose to read them or not. Also if you're looking for some  extra cash check out the site it's pretty interesting. well till next time keep your feet on the ground and your head up. Hugs.

I Survived

thank you to Author Elizabeth Mueller for this aaward

first let me say the A to Z challenge is over it ended yesterday and i want to thank everyone who followed along with my post and a warm welcome to those of you who found my blog through the challenge i hope you stick around i would love to get to know all of you better. So this is you all a little celebration party.

some drinks



streamers




balloons cause what's a party without them




and of course the best part cookies

 Also to say farewell to the challenge one final A to Z post hope you enjoy this as much as i did when i first read it and i must say thank you to Zadam for allowing me to steal this poem from her blog to post it here.


New Alphabet :
A is for apple,and B is for boat, that used to be right, but now it won't float!
Age before beauty is what we once said, but let's be a bit more realistic instead.
Now The Alphabet is:


A's for arthritis; B's the bad back, C's the chest pains, perhaps car-di-ac?
D is for dental decay and decline, E is for eyesight, can't read that top line! F is for fissures and fluid retention, G is for gas which I'd rather not mention. H high blood pressure--I'd rather it low; I for incisions with scars you can show. J is for joints, out of socket, won't mend, K is for knees that crack when they bend. L 's for libido, what happened to sex? M is for memory, I forget what comes next. N is neuralgia, in nerves way down low; O is for osteo,bones that don't grow! P for prescriptions, I have quite a few, just give me a pill and I'll be good as new! Q is for queasy, is it fatal or flu? R is for reflux, one meal turns to two. S is for sleepless nights, counting my fears, T is for Tinnitus; bells in my ears! U is for urinary; troubles with flow; V for vertigo, that's 'dizzy,' you know. W for worry, now what's going 'round? X is for X ray, and what might be found. Y for another year I'm left here behind, Z is for zest I still have-- in my mind!


I've survived all the symptoms, my body's deployed, and I'm keeping twenty-six doctors fully employed!




HAVE A GREAT DAY !





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